Thursday, June 21, 2001.

Hatless Baldman Index: 47 (+2)
Inevitability Index: 37 (no change, although one of my patient's CPR'd).
Breakdown: 80% tired. 20% bitter (but you could never tell).
Hi Dreama! (I think I *am* ready for that jelly.)

[Too tired to ink my current drawing here.]

 

NINE TO NINE

Lying on the sofa, in my khakis from work. My shirt off, in a half-hearted attempt to prepare for the gym.

The VCR paused on some introductory scene in Bagger Vance.

Shades drawn so that only dim light accompanys us.

Amy patting … The LIGER!'s furry belly. The sound of muffled taps and the cat's purrs of enjoyment.

She's singing : "… LIGER! I tried to give you away today, but nobody wants you… nobody wants you …."

…The LIGER! as unsuspectingly happy as can be.

I almost say something but Amy looks at me and smiles and continues to tease the furry belly gods.

Almost 9 P.M., and I don't know what I want to do with my remaining hours. Barely enough time to lounge aimlessly. Or start a drawing. Or try to learn my motherland's language (before I die). Or play video games and regret skipping the gym again.

The clock sounds so loud when things are dim and quiet. The seconds seem so much longer than you'd expect.

Only so little time to do so much.

Do other people stress about how much they want to do with their free time?

Could I just lie here and relax and watch my life carry me to it's end? Isn't that what suburbs are for?

I get up and decide.

I'm not ready to die fat and happy just yet.

STRANGELAND

Amy and I have switched libidos for a few days it seems. Post-period for her I guess. It's very strange.

She's got that baby-making fever.

I occasionally have had to remind her that *IT* doesn't move that way.

Bouncing up and down is fine. Horizontally swaying is a bit ... dangerous.

Not a turn-on.

I've seen pictures of what can happen.

MORE THAN YOU PROBABLY WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT KOREA, again

From PC Gamer magazine (July 2001):

"Of the 4 million copies of StarCraft sold worldwide, half of those were sold in Korea."

Korea is just half the size of California.

I'm so proud.

 

AS IF ...

... Being half-Korean wasn't displacing enough. Try half-Korean and half-Japanese ... fair-minded and twenty. I found her few entries fascinating if somewhat sad in parts.

Hello Miyuki
(hey that could be a good title, you think?)

 

[Too tired to put recent picture here.]

[But I do have some slightly used cam pics here.]

 

 

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